Reflections of A Black Christian Woman

1. The previous month has taught me that, consistency is what gets us the fruits we desire to see, and so does patience.  I've also learnt that you keep pushing even if it hurts. When it comes to leadership there are so many challenges. And at times you're tempted to give up. But you are required to show up and push through because it's about next person and not you. It's hard to fulfil a vision when you are not united. And often, if the leader does not take seriously the advice of his team, there'll be no progress. I'm learning that a leader should never be a self-centered man / woman.  A church that that doesn't prioritize it's children is a danger zone. Kids lack. Resources aren't there and it hurts working in such an institution. I envision that one day I'll be part of a church that will recognize its duty towards the training of its children and having the right facilities. It's been so long though. And my heart is broken reg

  Look, God is such a Provider! I love how He also provides educational resources. So, I asked the kids to research the biggest bird and one mentioned that he had a book on birds. I asked him to bring it. He did and I'm so amazed at God's wisdom. I made some notes for my kids. I'll be able to use the book for my class' Adventurer Reading Award on Nature ❤. I know one of my kids is going to enjoy it a lot. She's not a fluent reader yet but she's so keen and loves to read. I know for sure this year will end with her reading beyond her age. I love the fact that she reads with comprehension. I thank God ❤. We've also enjoyed God's dream. My niece loves it and the same kid who loves reading kept asking if she could read the book over and over again. I wish!

 I'm thankful for another go at this life joutney. I'm grateful to be back at work after a much needed break. I'm hoping to focus more on those kids who are struggling. Most of them don't get assistance at home so it is so burdensome. I just focus on doing my part but I've really been frustrated. I've told these parents to come see me, but it's excuses all the time. But other than that, there's progress. I just think it's not fair for a child to be condoned when they failed a grade. They lack the foundation of the previous grade. It's mostly lacking responsibility.  I'm grateful for having my nieces with us this week. They really bring so much joy - I  love learning with them and today I'll be on aunt duty. My mom has gone to a funeral outside of P.E and to be bonest, I have a deep-seated fear of something going wrong but I trust God for love, joy, safety and protection. I hope to make time for playing ball and for reading and colouring. 

I'm grateful for the Sabbath. There's so much meaning to it - it's also time to connect. I personally enjoy spending time with my kids. I am thankful that each experience proves deeper and deeper! And it's a give and take experience ♥️. Today we didn't have choir practise and as I was calling my Builder  class, I heard the kids singing the songs we normally enjoy. It's heartwarming to see kids finding joy in such things. I'm grateful for the opportunity to serve. It's a learning curve. I'm grateful that my older niece is here ♥️. I'm so thankful. I've missed her. I hope the younger one will visit as well. I'm grateful for my partner too. He comes through for me in so many ways. Praying God blesses and keeps him. And I'm so proud of him. What are you thankful for today?

I'm grateful for the past few days. I've been able to take things slowly and spend time doing things I enjoy. I've been able to read more and reflect. I'm taking this time to re-establish my value in light of God's word. I'd like to do more for myself this month - exercise more, say no to dairy, and serving. But mostly, I want to take time to spend with God and pour my heart. I want to go back to planning in advance and interceding for those around me. How has the past month been? What do you look forward to doing?