April has been bittersweet. But I think what has really broken my heart is the realisation that, some individuals who come through your life only want to take instead of give. God has blessed me with wonderful relationships, and I'm not familiar with individuals who only communicate to receive. And unfortunately I can't cut ties. I would appreciate if they'd check upon me instead of always viewing my statuses in silence. I'd appreciate if they'd share a thought regarding something on my statuses instead of being silent spectators. My dear friends have been hurt by those who who claimed to be friends and I hurt on their behalf. When did humans become so evil? May I always choose to do right for the next person. God has placed me around sincere, loving, kind and God-fearing individuals whom I've just met. I think, instead of focusing on the care I'm giving and not receiving in return, I'll pour into these relationships. I'm someone who is cautious with
March was probably the hardest month. I found myself having to partake in something that I wasn't settled about - being dressed as a Makoti. I've always known I wanted to stay clear of cultural practices that might lead me to compromise my walk with God like having to worship the dead or having alcohol in the ceremony. So, when I was going to get married I had asked my husband to explain to his family that I don't believe in wearing the makoti regalia as I didn't know it's meaning and when I researched, I realised it was a product of colonialism that was adopted by the black people and his family agreed I'd dress modestly and have a small ceremony to welcome me. And so the first disappointment came when that was later changed and I was informed I had to dress as a Makoti. Then, the ceremony was no longer going to be for few family members and my family; instead it was an event of 120 people. The folks from my husband's home church felt sad that they didn'